February 1 2013

Mommy misses you deeply today baby girl, your scent that would have been so sweet, your hair that would be growing already... 

I look achingly to the basement stairs thinking  how i long to run down and grab the sling and put you inside and take you to market with aurora and i...  

I keep thinking how many kisses would be yours by now had you stayed... Too many to count, your siblings love kisses.. they woud have kissed you every moment they could.. I miss your soft cheeks today baby... 

And as a tear slides down my cheek, i choose to gently wipe it and trust it falls into a jar he carries within him always... And i grab my market bag and go..  

My little aurora hadeshalyne when she was just a week old... 

Oh she is joy to me!